SILENCE

Drown into deep thoughts...
Wondering or is it wandering?
Those words...
Are thorns to my ears.
Whispers.
I never heard a thing.
Or maybe I'm just pretending?
An enemy in a blanket.
Dangerous...Watch Out!
Just never knew when it strikes.
Story heard.
But words were never written.
Blank?
Empty?
You will never know.
You won't see me cry.

Who's that Girl?

there were places we would go
at midnight
there were secrets that nobody else would know
theres a reason but i dont know why,
i dont know why
i dont know why
i thought they all belonged to me

whose that girl
wheres she from?
no she cant be the one
that you want
that has stolen my world
its not real
its not right
its my day
its my night
by the way whose that girl

livin' my life
oh no
livin' my life

seems like everythings the same
around me
then i look again
and everything has changed
im not dreamin' so
i dont know why
dont know why
shes everywhere i want to be

im the one that made you laugh
i made you feel
i made you sad
im not sorry
for what we did
for who we were
im not sorry
im not her

REFLECTION

Look at me,
you may think you see who i really am
but you'll never know me
everyday it says if i play a part
now i see if i wear a mask
i can fool the world
but i cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
who i am inside
I am now, in a world where i have to hide my heart
and what i believe in
but somehow i will show the world whats inside my heart
and be loved for who i am

Who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
why is my reflection someone i dont know
Must I pretend that im
someone else for all time
when will my reflection show
who i am inside

theres a heart that must be free
to fly
that burns
with the need to know
the reason why
why must we all conceal
what we need
how we feel
must there be a secret me
im forced to hide
i wont pretend that im
someone else for all time

when will my reflection show who i am inside

FCUK OFF!!

i'm blinded
by the word FRIENDSHIP
i'm cheated
just don't bother
what do you care anyway
you think you're better
so i think whatever
i'm bursting anytime now..
into tears..of sadness
into anger..of frustration
into laughter..of stupidity
the joy is gone now
the game is over
for once again..i said
just don't bother
i just want my old self back
just hate you!